Workout: 30 min walk + 30 min weights
Today was one of those days where I dropped the BB off and left her crying. I HATE those days!
My entire days has been painted by that feeling of failure I get sometimes when it seems I can't do anything right. Ever get that feeling?
I so wish I could stay at home and get to spend more time with her, but that's just not in the cards right now.
I don't want to get too deep here, but it just made me start thinking (among other things) about the price we pay to lead a healthy lifestyle.
I'll be honest, I still feel guilty I'm taking an extra hour to work out while she's in daycare. Right now, my decision to do so has more to do with prepping for labor (which ohMyGosh is coming up so so fast) than to fit into my "goal" jeans (because I have no "goal" jeans right now).
The yoga, swimming and strength-training are helping me get through this third-trimester and I'm so glad. Still, I wonder if I'm focusing too much on the workouts because I'm still eating a wee-bit too much sugar? Or getting to bed too late to be able to wake up at 5 and work out at home?
I've been thinking about this for a while. Every time I reach for a fun-size Snickers bar, or order a mini-Pumpkin Blizzard (you have to order this - oh so good - but maybe don't) I wonder if I'm un-doing all that work that goes into planning and prepping healthy meals not to mention all those workouts.
Do you guys ever have such thoughts? Does it ever impact your future decisions?